And on the topic of the worldwide shift towards authoritarianism in general… I mean… who knows. It’s certainly disconcerting. But also understandable in a way. Skyrocketing income inequality and war and global warming (all of which, incidentally, are disproportionately caused by the political right) are all pushing up immigration and intensifying competition for resources, which plays well for the ‘strong’ right. But their policies are just not long-term solutions. The right-wing approach, across the world, is basically “Let’s enact policies to make things better for us, our in-crowd who look and think like us, and fuck everyone else, including women, immigrants, gays, poor people, and all members of all future generations.” The whole thing is just about power. It's gross.
Thursday, November 28, 2024
On Art and Politics (Separately)
And on the topic of the worldwide shift towards authoritarianism in general… I mean… who knows. It’s certainly disconcerting. But also understandable in a way. Skyrocketing income inequality and war and global warming (all of which, incidentally, are disproportionately caused by the political right) are all pushing up immigration and intensifying competition for resources, which plays well for the ‘strong’ right. But their policies are just not long-term solutions. The right-wing approach, across the world, is basically “Let’s enact policies to make things better for us, our in-crowd who look and think like us, and fuck everyone else, including women, immigrants, gays, poor people, and all members of all future generations.” The whole thing is just about power. It's gross.
Tuesday, October 1, 2024
Back to the Studio
Wow, so I just re-read my last post, the one I wrote on the plane coming home from Taos, and it was a doozy. For one thing, it raised the possibility that coming back here to Sweden might be difficult, or that our life here might pale in comparison. I think I probably should have written a quick follow up to that post a few weeks later letting you all know that everything here was good. But I’ll just do that now… everything is good! It’s been lovely to be back here.
Actually, to be fair, it WAS difficult returning. I find that whenever I travel between New Mexico and Sweden, or the other way around, it takes me about a week to adjust, both emotionally and in terms of sleep. But at least now I know that, and can expect it. And after a week, it's done.
The other thing I talked about in that last post was wanting to take my work in my studio more seriously, to treat it more like... work. And I'm happy to say that I've been fairly successful in that.
Christina and I are quite good at what I like to call 'homesteading.' That is to say, we do a darned good job at building houses - or renovating houses, in this case - and then continuing by making the home and the land around it really lovely. This also applies to workshop buildings. We have done this extensively in New Mexico (2 homes and a workshop), and now here in Sweden as well (a home and 2 workshops.) The problem with homesteading, however, is that it's never flippin' done! There is always something more to do! So, not too long after returning from New Mexico in August, I decided to draw a line in the sand and commit to spending at least 4 hours per day in my studio. The homesteading work, and everything else, would just have to fit into the remaining hours. I am proud to say that I have been semi-successful at this, because semi-successful at a 4 hour daily commitment is a hell of a lot better than the essentially no hours I was spending making art before.
I have basically finished one painting. I made a bunch of late corrections to it today and it might be done. I'll have to look at it again in a few days to be sure.
I'm also working on a small mechanical sculpture.
As crazy as this sounds, it is a sculpture I am coming back to after a 4-year pause. I started it in Taos in 2020, and I just brought all the parts back here to Sweden in my luggage a few months ago. I enjoy working on multiple projects simultaneously... so that if I ever feel stuck or bored with one, I can move to another. I do have a minor quandary about the subject matter of this particular sculpture which I will probably discuss in a future post. For now it can suffice to say that the sculpture involves a tricky mechanical challenge, which I enjoy.
At this point I seem to have more ideas for paintings and sculptures than time to make them. I feel pressure to make things. Maybe it's a sense of my own mortality. Maybe it's a sense that waiting for big festivals to give me money to make big sculptures has just been a colossal fucking waste of time, and I need to get to work and make up for lost time. I'm also feeling ambitiously broad in the media I want to work with; I'm already painting, but I have plans to also sculpt in traditional clay, in oil-based clay for eventual casting in bronze, in wood, and in stone. Today I bought some regular (water-based) clay to start a bust, like what I was doing in Barcelona a few years ago with Jorge Egea.
Speaking of Jorge and Barcelona, you might remember from my post back in June that I had failed in an attempt to buy a marble Jassans sculpture at auction. I'm very happy to report that the painful hole in my life... caused by not owning a genuine Jassans sculpture... has now been filled.
About 2 weeks ago I saw a listing for this well-documented sculpture in wood come up online, and.. after a little aggressive bargaining with the seller... I was able to bring it home for about 73% of his asking price. I really didn't know how I would pay for it at the time, but I couldn't lose the opportunity! I ended up selling three (1, 2, 3) of my original Wicked Wanda paintings by Ron Embleton to another collector, which more than covered the purchase of the Jassans. As I mentioned in June, Jassans is really my favorite sculptor. Looking at his work, especially in person, brings me back to my days in Barcelona, AND inspires me to sculpt. What a fucking genius the guy was. I've recently enjoyed reading my old posts about him, here and here, and I'm now also reading some of the books I have about him, with the help of Google Translate, because... everything about him is in Catalan! (I suppose it's lucky for me that he never got more famous - according to Jorge he never cared about fame - because it makes his sculptures comparatively affordable. But the flip-side is that there's almost nothing written about him in English.)
Anyway, back to me and MY art!
Like many painters, I like to have an image in front of me when I paint. And I have very specific ideas about WHAT I want to paint. But I have struggled a lot over the last few years with HOW to arrive at this visual source material. I have paid models on several occasions to take photographs of them, but overall this has been a frustrating experience. For me, the key to my paintings is facial expression, and over time I have come to realize that a model's ability to make facial expression is probably the most important thing to me. A woman can be beautiful, and have a beautiful body, but if she cannot act (it's essentially acting that I am talking about here), then it's not going to yield anything useful for me.
(Side note: I've just finished reading two books, back to back, about the human face. What a fascinating topic! The first of those books makes the interesting point that it's really only actors who can masterfully and convincingly control their faces at will - to make us believe that they're feeling what they are actually only pretending to feel - and we pay them handsomely for this comparatively rare skill.)
From all the photos I've taken of models, I've only ever painted one painting. Paying models isn't super-cheap, so that doesn't seem like such a great investment.
Another technique I've employed is essentially photo collage; I will find photos representing different parts of a woman and put them together in Photoshop to make the image I want. I'm quite good at Photoshop and I've gotten some reasonably good results this way. But I'm not THAT good, and there are always frustrations, especially when it comes to making the lighting match on the different parts of the body.
I've recently been building up the confidence to just draw my source material... in other words to simply draw the people I want to paint and then paint those drawings. It's certainly a time-honored method, practiced by artists throughout history, AND I've been drawing from live models for a few years now and my drawings are definitely getting better... BUT it feels to me like a pretty big fucking step. And it would require a lot of confidence in my drawing skills. The bottom line is that I won't rely solely on my drawing skills if that undermines the quality of the finished painting. Nevertheless, I will likely begin to experiment soon.
But this whole discussion has been leading me to what I really want to talk about, which is AI image generators (AKA generative AI) or.. for those of you who aren't familiar with the concept.. software (websites) which can generate images based on text inputs (called "prompts"), or based on other images. This looks like it should be a real boon to artists looking for copyright-free source images, and frankly it is. (The copyright to the images you generate on the various sites belongs to you, the user... at least for now.) There are, however, pitfalls...
But AI is such a hot topic right now that it warrants a very brief aside... Most people seem agree that AI (and here we are no longer really talking about visually generative AI but rather information-processing AI, more like ChatGPT and its descendents) could one day pose an existential threat to humanity, but that's not the "pitfalls" I'm talking about. The existential threat presents variously as "AI will kill all humans," or "AI will replace humans... or at least take their jobs." While it strikes me as reasonable that doomsday scenarios such as these are possible, back in the mundane here-and-now world of art-making, I tend to agree with these articles (1, 2, 3) which take the position that artists are safe from generative AI, at least those artists engaged in the production of "High Art" like painting and sculpture. At least for the time being.
No, the pitfalls I'm talking about are much more pedestrian, and are specific to the use of generative AI. First off, a lot of the images coming out of these image generators can look similar to each other, and so images made this way can have an 'AI look.' To be fair, the various bits of software are getting better all the time, and if you are willing to keep playing with them I think you can sort of get around this same-same problem... but it takes some work. Another problem is that it can sometimes be pretty difficult to get the software to do what you want it to. If you're open to being surprised, it can be a lot of fun; but if you want something really specific it can be frustrating. Also, like most screen-based technologies out there, it can be quite addicting. You can spend a lot of time on it. You have to be disciplined. And lastly (and this is the danger that I take the most seriously), I think that making an image with AI has the potential to satisfy the artistic impulse (or the dopamine circuits) so thoroughly that one no longer feels the need to even make the painting. There are many people out there making AI generated art, and then calling the whole process done; in other words, for them the digital image is the end goal. But to me, that's not good enough. Because the best you can do with that is to make a print, and a print is not an artwork. A print is an object that is produced by a machine, while a painting is an object made by a person. Some people will bristle at this distinction, but that's how I feel about it.
As far as the specific image generators I've used, most of my experience has been with Midjourney, Freepik, and Getimg, as well as a few others. The source image for my newest painting... the one I'm still working on above... was made with a combination of found imagery, Midjourney, Freepik, and Photoshop. It's the first painting for which I've employed AI. (To be honest, I think the reasons I've struggled a bit more than usual with this painting are rooted in this combined approach.)
Some people (including many artists) have a violently negative reaction to these image generators, but for me AI is just another tool in the toolbox. If I could find a model who could really emote, that would be great. And if one day I get to the point where I can draw exactly what I want to paint, with all the required subtlety of expression, that would be fantastic. In the meantime, AI image generation opens up a lot of possibilities.
Just for fun, here are a few images I've made, along with the text prompts that generated them:
smiling feminine skull with long hair and sunglasses
Saturday, July 20, 2024
Nice Place, Nice People
Saturday, June 22, 2024
Busy Spring, Part 2
OK, Part 2. Picking up where we left off, which was in Oslo or something like that...
All the while, even as we were going on these various trips, we were also working on the renovation of our workshop. As that project creeped closer to completion, we began in earnest to look for metal-working tools. At some point Christina responded to a classified ad for a good-looking belt sander, and when we drove to the seller's location, only a few minutes from our homestead, we were surprised to walk into one of the largest machine shops I've ever seen, boasting the largest lathe in Skåne!
Kodiak next to the largest lathe in Skåne
It turned out that the proprietor, a really nice guy named Farhad who emigrated here from Afghanistan a decade ago, was selling a lot of equipment, and we ended up buying the belt sander, a plate roller, and a beautiful metal table from him. Not long after that, Christina managed to find an old USSR-built pneumatic power hammer in Lithuania which she promptly painted fuchsia and named Ludmila.
But with all these heavy tools slowly making their way to Spitfire Konstbruk och Smide (the name of our newly-formed business) we were in need of a way to move these tools into our shop. That meant two things: 1) we needed a forklift, and 2) we needed to make a big door in our shop that the forklift could get through, where there was none before. I know that it must be only a small portion of this blog's readership who gives a shit about heavy equipment, but I can tell you that I was quite excited to find this Swedish-built Stocka 3-ton forklift at an auction.
Unloading my new plate roller
Although it's rated at 3 tons, that fact that it can move the old babushka Ludmila, who weighs in at a hefty 3.3 tons, proves it's a conservative rating.
It was around this time, as spring started to poke through the gloom, that the waves of house-guests started to wash up onto our shores. The first to arrive - and almost the last to leave - was our dear friend Brian Malley from Canada. Brian spent almost seven weeks here with us, mostly helping us build the shop and the other spaces, but also having fun adventures like bicycling in Copenhagen and camping in Portugal (more on that in a second!)
BRIAN!
I mentioned that Brian helped us build the 'other spaces.' Immediately upon his arrival, Brian, Christina, our friend Kryzs and I transformed a crappy and mostly empty space into a cozy and comfy self-contained guest apartment in only 2 weeks!
AFTER
The apartment was put to good use; over the last few months we have had the pleasure of visits from Brian, Matt and Richard from Taos, Amy Westphall from Santa Fe, Cedar from Taos, my mom from Greece, and Eileen... also from Taos.
Once the apartment was finished, we shifted focus back to the workshop.
The workshop, early in the renovation...
After sorting out the ceiling and walls, the final hurdle was to cut the aforementioned door into the end wall of the building, big enough to move materials and tools in and out. By this time we were joined by Cedar, and all those capable hands made the job a success.
Brian beginning to cut through the brick wall, and...
...the (almost) finished result.
And the shop today.
Of all the spaces we have renovated in the last few months, though.. the one that excites me the most is probably my art studio. I had been working on this space, slowly and by myself, over the months as time allowed. Once the shop and the apartment were finished, however, Brian and Cedar gave a huge push of energy and helped bring it to completion. I think that, of all the spaces we've renovated here, the difference between beginning and end is perhaps the largest in my studio.A series of photos showing the evolution of my studio space. As I write this, I have now mostly moved in and I am so excited to start working in there.
When the building was finally done, we found ourselves in a strange situation. You may remember that Christina's sculpture, the Flybrary, was purchased by a young entrepreneur in Portugal. The purchaser decided at some point to build a new sculpture park in eastern Portugal, and the primary purpose of Brian's and Cedar's visit to Europe was to help move move the sculpture from the private estate where it now resides to the location of the new sculpture park. My mother had also arrived here in Sweden to look after Kodiak while we were working down south. However, in the weeks leading up to our departure on this scheduled work trip, there were problems with engineering documents, building permits, and equipment rentals, and the whole plan to relocate the sculpture fell apart. Everyone had taken off time from their busy lives to make this happen, and in recognition of this fact the purchaser of the sculpture generously agreed to pay us all almost 50% of what we would have earned on the job. So here we all were, in Europe with pre-purchased plane tickets to Portugal and a little extra cash. As a sort of farewell to Brian and Cedar and a closing of this chapter, we decided to rent a camper van and take a tour of Portugal! The highlights were the beaches...
and the charming town of Porto.
And the series of ridiculous 'band photos' we took!
After 5 days in the van together we said bittersweet farewells and went our separate ways.
After Portugal, with no more house-guests, Sweden suddenly felt lonely. But there is never a shortage of things to do around here. And even after almost 2 years, we are in some ways still in the process of arriving. I have recently applied for the extension of my residency permit (which is a cumbersome process involving a period of time after the expiration of my first permit but before the approval of my second permit in which I am therefor quasi-illegal here). And, as of yesterday, I am finally the proud holder of a Swedish motorcycle license! It's actually kind of a big deal because, while the test for the car license is offered in Swedish, English, and Arabic, the motorcycle test is only offered in Swedish. I had to learn a lot of new Swedish, but about 10 days ago, I passed it! My actual driving test was yesterday, which was also not exactly easy, but I passed that too and so now I can ride here!
This entire winter and spring, with all the building and visits, has felt a lot like a chapter in this story of moving to Sweden that we are writing. To mark the end of this chapter, and hopefully the beginning of a new one, we decided to have a party! We invited pretty much everyone we knew, and even with 10 or 15 of our friends not showing up, we still had a little over 40 people come see our new setup. Technically it was a 'shop-warming' party, but really it was a bit more than that. The shop was clean and well-organized, the tools were all out and on display, and the party functioned - or at least I hoped it would function - as a sort of flashing billboard, advertising to our nascent community that we are here, ready to start working, hoping to do cool stuff and integrate. (Or to put it another way, as our friend Benjamin recently did... Now that we've finished the hard work of building the spaces, now comes the even harder work of working IN the spaces.)
Party!
If you find yourself reading this blog and thinking that we must be running out of money by this point, you would be correct. Everything we have done up to this point has been fantastically expensive, and the resources we amassed by selling sculptures, cars, and even our house have now been more-or-less depleted. So yes, it's time for us to work. I have submitted proposals to a few opportunities for building new sculpture; so far none have been approved but I will continue submitting. With the skills and resources at our disposal, there must certainly be many ways that Christina and I can make an income from our own shop, and we are hoping to find those channels before we are forced to take hourly jobs. Speaking personally, I would like nothing more than to make paintings and sculptures and be able to earn a living doing that. Fingers crossed.
Speaking of which, here's some more art...
Kodiak and I will be going back to the States on Monday. We will spend a week in New Hampshire with my brother Trevor, and about three weeks in Taos, where we will be joined by Christina. As with my previous trips to Taos, I am not too excited about this one because it feels like a disruption to the flow of things here. But I imagine that, just as I did on my previous trips, I will find being in Taos unexpectedly enjoyable. It's always fun to see old friends and visit old familiar places, and Taos is a magically beautiful place after all.
If you made it all the way through to the end of Part 2, thanks! I hope to see all of you soon.
Hugs,
Christian